Well. It’s Christmas Eve.

Yaaaaaaaaaay.

Tis the season to be jolly, they say. I kind of wish I celebrated Christmas now, maybe I wouldn’t feel so down :( Just a note, all my posts seem like I want to kill myself. The truth is I only blog when I’m like. sad.

Its amazing how much can change in a year.

I feel rather ashamed by myself now. I always kind of… pride myself on not being bothered by the more petty things in life. I made (am making) all my personal problems such a big deal. I actually thought ”no one has to go through what I am. They’re so called problems are so stupid and shallow. They should try going through this.”

I am so arrogant.

The sad thing is, i had to read this tumblr page to realise that even though my issues are pretty painful, so is everyone else’s.

http://crushed.tumblr.com/page/9

for instance. I am amazed and astoundeed that these words did not come out from my own mouth.

“you,

i find it crazy that you’re the one boy i’ve ever truly fell head over heels for, and we haven’t even spoken in person to each other. i want to meet you, i want to be able to stand in front of you and talk to you, i want to be able to walk next to you and to hear what your laugh sounds like, but i know that will never happen because i’m far too convinced that i’m not nearly the person you’re expecting. i’ll just be a disappointment, and i’d rather go nowhere than go there with you.

— me”

Maybe everyone is like that. Maybe everyone thinks that they’re going through the impossible. Maybe everyone is an arrogant ass.

A. You prefer...
1. Alcohol or Mineral Water - Mineral
2. Blue or Pink - Pink :D
3. Hot Guys ( Hot guys like Taylor Lautner ) or Cool Guys - :X
4. Good Looks or Brains - both laa
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner - are you serious? launter may be a dog but swift is.. never mind.
6. Friends or Loved Ones - neither :)
7. "Baby" or "Honey" - baby?

B. Your/You kind of guy :
1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic - non
2. Good or Bad - bad :XXX
3. Brave or Cute - cute :D
4. Tall or Short - Taller
5. T-Shirt or Suite - t-shirt (winkwink rayshell)
6. Coat or Leather Jacket - leather jackets ftw
7. Sunnies or Spectacles - SUNNIES.
8. Caring or Rich - caring. :D
9. Kisses or Hugs - you are an asslubang for making me choose.
10. Romantic? - YES. YES. YES.

D.Your Daily Activities :
1. After Breakfast - tennis
2. Before School - makan
3. During School - talk la :D
4. After School - makan again (oh no)
5. Night - read - internet?
6. Midnight - sleeping (imma good girl)
7. Holidays - death by boredom

Tag 10 people:
i put mine in alphabetical order. ;x
1. Alex
2. Yu-Jun
3. Irene
4. Rayshell-got-shirt-is-better-wong
5. Rufina
6. Darryl
7. Sheen Woei
8. Liuh Enn
9. Sherwu
10.Emily (you're last because i love you must)

1. What if 9 [Sherwu] confesses that he/she likes you?
probably die of laughter

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 [Irene] if he/she asks to?
hell yes lar

3. Is 7 [Sheen Woei] single?
yeap

4. Describe 1 [Alex].
everything a girl would want and more. unless she has complications.

5. Will you date 8 [Liuh Enn] ?
;D

6. What is 2's [Yu-Jun] nickname?
perverted persistant pants (its not really but hahahaha)

7. What do you wish to tell 10 [Emily] right now ?
you are my own personal sun :O

8. What is 5 [Rufina] good in?
oh.oh.oh. I KNOW. UHR. CAMWHORING :D

9. If you were to do one thing to 4 [Rayshell] , what would it be?
well. i would make her actually talk to rainbows.

10. Have you seen 1[alex] cry?
haha, alex? naah, he macho boy :D

11. Is 2 [Yu-jun] crazy or geeky?
definately geeky :)

12. Will you hold 9's [Sherwu] hand and walk around?
o.o

13. What do you think of 6 [Darryl]?
hmm. so sweet that frankly it's kind of scary

14. Will you kiss 3 [Irene] when there is only both of you in the park?
;D

15. Is 8 [Liuh Enn] sweet?
her birthday wish to me was "well, happy birthday weiann you bitch :)" nuff said

16. What is 7's [Sheen Woei] hobby?
hello kittys ._.

17. Will you date 10 [Em] to a high class restaurant?
hahahhahayeshahahahah

18. Is 5 [Rufina] fitted to be a maid?
ask her lol

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
Alex. cause he's the type of guy thats so (too) nice that he'll step out into the rain and give the umbrella to you :X

20. Where would you go with 1 [Alex] on a date ?
anywhere would be fine (@*(#(#^&@)


SHAUN ONG IS GAY
AND I HAVE PROOF


' ١٤ - [c=#FFC90D]King[/c] says:
haha
taylor lautner anytime owns robert pattinson





HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAA

I'm gonna take a break from the Johnson awards (phew those are tiring), and introduce you guys to someone that some of you may know, but some only dream about.




Buddy Heng Something Something


He is quite possibly the most loveble thing alive.

quite possibly.



Weiann :"HE'S SO CUTE ISNT HE!?"
Buddy :" ouch. "




Weiann :" Buddy! Tell my readers the secret of your cuteness!"
Buddy :" No. Owch. "




Weiann :"But..But..Come on boy! we have to know!"
Buddy :" No. You guys will never be as cute as me. Now let go,you are hurting my oesophagus"


Looks like we wont be finding out his secret.
if you want to know the secret to eternal adorable-ness. let me know. i will take.. "measures" :D



Measures :



Nom Nom Nom.



-weiann


Buddy : Please donate money to stop animal cruelty as shown above. if saving me is not enough to make you cough up some cash, just look at my face. its so damn cute.
pass all the donations to miss heng wei ann. woof.

You Took Something Perfect
And Painted It In Red

Red. Daniel Merriweather


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(continued)
1ST ANNUAL JOHNSON AWARDS

Top 3 Bands

Snow Patrol-

for songs Just Say Yes, Chasing Cars, Signal Fire, Run.

The Script-

for songs I'm Yours, Breakeven, The Man Who Can't Be Moved, If You See Kay, Fall For Anything


Paramore-

For Song Here We Go Again, My Heart, Thats What You Get, Misery Business


Top 2 Youtubers

Alyssa Bernal-

for original songs All I Need, Just In Time, Hey Love and ALL COVERS <3


AJ Rafael-

For all his amazing originals, especially she was mine :)


TOP 3 HOTTIES OF ALL TIME.


Cody Longo-



from bring it on - fight to the finish


Fernando Verdasco-



ranked #7 in the world, spanish tennis player, jelloid :)


AARON JOHNSON :D:D:D



from Angus, Thongs, and perfect snogging, Nearly Famous
THE ULTIMATE SEX GOD.


to be continued...
again


-weiann

Don't You Know That I
Belong Arm In Arm With You
Baby-

-Raindrops , Regina Spektor

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I am seriously OBSESSED with regina spektor right now.

she has inspired me to write this really dumb post.
so yeah, you know who to sue if you go braindead or something.


1st Annual Johnson Awards :D
all nominees were provided by the one and only weiann. do not judge her judgement or she kick your butt.
*top threes are not in order, they are random. because i like it that way :)


TOP 3 FEMALE ARTISES

Regina Spektor -

for songs The Call, Us, Lady, Samson, Just Like The Movies, It Breaks My Heart.


Sara Bareilles-

for songs One Sweet Love, Between The Lines, Gravity, City, Vegas.


Alicia Keys-

for songs Superwoman, No One, You Don't Know My Name, Empire State Of Mind.


TOP 3 MALE ARTISES

John Legend-

for songs I Love You Love, Again, Everybody Knows, Cloud 9, Evolver


Daniel Merriweather-

for songs Red, Change, Cash In My Pocket


James Morrison-

for songs You Give Me Something, If You Dont Wanna Love Me, Broken Strings, Little Boys


right, it seems we have a problem here mates, our host, weiann has to go watch zombieland with her mommy and daddy and doggy.
the program shall be continued in the next installment.
do not pee yourself waiting
TILL THEN MATES




-weiann

I can't say im sad to let you go
Cause I'm not

here we go again - Paramore


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ABC's ShareRULES:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.


ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: Yeap

B - BIRTHDAY: October 15th

C - CRUSHING ON: Shiang Qian

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Chinese Teh

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Ivan/Peiwern/ShiangQian

F - FAVORITE SONG: ComeHome/JustHavn'tMetYouYet

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Heads

H - HOMETOWN: Seremban

I- IN LOVE WITH:

J - JUGGLE: Bazoomas (go find out ,what it means)

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Wily the fighting fish (may he rest in peace)

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Beeh, probably the one in fonfy's car that made everyone pukey

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: one demon

O - ONE WISH: well. id like to make the beotch less annoying. get off my --

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Ivan

R - REASON TO SMILE: Ivan :D

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: When you say nothing at all. D:< BEH.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 730

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: purple with a bee on my.. never mind.

V - VEGETABLE(S): Brocolli?

W - WORST HABIT: biting my fingernails

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: once when i was in a car accident as a kid. SO THATS WHERE ALL MY BRAIN CELLS WENT/

Y – YOYOS ARE: things that look kinda wrong if you have the perverted imagination

Z - ZODIAC : HAS ANIMALS. LOTS OF ANIMALS.


-weiann

I dont want much
I just want everything

-through my window

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DJ talent auditions today, got rather mixed critics.
waah ooh wah wah ooh.

i spent most. no, the WHOLE school day in the hall angry and close to killing somebody. violence may not be that best resolution, but it's certainly the most satisfying.

everytime i look at her. i feel my hands clenching into fists.
i return her smug smile, but in my head im formulating various forms of excruciating torture.
especially when she's ALL OVER (dont worry if you dont understand, i dont get what im trying to say half the time)
oooh. i wanna hit her so bad.
i mean,how cocky can a person get?

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When the auditions were done, miss Eli gave us all feedback, it was harsh, but meaningful. im sure we WILL do much better tomorrow.

class party's canceled. BEAH D:

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HEAR YE HEAR YE JUNIOR CHOIR MEMBERS.
OUR CHOIR PARTY WILL BE HELD AT YU-JUN'S HOUSE THIS SATURDAY (14th November)
HIS HOUSE IS IN BU11, WE'RE HAVING A BBQ PARTY!
TIME : EERH
ADDRESS : ASK YU-JUN OR KAY-LI



-weiann
till i actually get my hands on her

All of this
All the time
Takes it's turn.

With no rhythem
And no rhyme
It makes us all.

But look at you
You're so alive
And yet you keep it inside

Why won't you let
The world see
Behind your sad eyes.

And i'm just glad
Of an excuse
To stare at you.

People say
It's a life lost
But it's my life to lose.

- Making excuses, Nearly famous

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never thought you'd see the day this blog would be updated eh?
the dreaded exams are finally over, which calls the end of another certain thing.
finally,

FREEDOM.

went to Joyce's house with Brenda and Karyee today, we (tried) to finish the 41 compliments in time for our class party.
Brenda's HOT BEST FRIEND called and once she put him on loudspeaker, karyee squeaked

"HOT!"
really really loudly.
poor guy.

after brenda went home, we went to Tropicana city to shop for the preseeents.
after an eternity (half an hour), I managed to find a present for my "candidate"
shop shop shop
resist cute clothes. resist cute clothes.
fail. fail.
bought a top. yay. yay.
i am weak. weak

-weiann

going to bob's for practice. DJ TALENT >:B

it's that time of year again-

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i really really wanna thank everyone for the presents, the cards, the chocolate, the wishes and the hugs, you guys made my birthday a memorable one :)

but really
none of that matters cause

I GOT A GUITAR BAYBH.

-weiann

im walking on sunshine
woah oh.

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i walk around everywhere looking
looking at people pass everything , brushing shoulders agaisnt it all.
things. people. smells. touches. glances. no one knows just how significant these microscopic little details are, they just take them for granted.
i certainly wont.
not anymore.

exams are here. study study study. i cant seem to concentrate nowadays with everything that's going on.

i dont know why i always say that
"with everything going on"
the only thing that's going on is this... mind war going on in my brain. all these stupid things keep going round and round in my head.
i mean.
why?

there is NOTHING worth worrying about now. why cant i just tear myself from these noneexistent worries and concentrate on something?
am i getting the khean jin syndrome?
im always telling him how dumb his worryings about these little stupid things are, but here i am. doing the exact thing. why cant i have petty problems like
ooh what am i going to say to him?
or does he like me?
what if he dosnt?
what if my nailpolish dosnt match my outfit?

why do i think of these petty problems as..petty problems? why cant i just be a teenager and bitch about all these stupid things?

why?'

-weiann

listen to my heart and hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
seasons may change, winter to spring.
come back to me and forgive everything.
-Come what mayMoulin Rouge OST---yu jun's party yesterday, needless to say. very very fun :D
zoe, angel, kian and shi were all there, we had a very fun time talking together *nudgenudge shi hern*
photo's are all over facebook, so im not gonna bother posting them up here.

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when estee and xuan were over, we talked about some pretty private stuff that's got me in a monotone for the past few days.
I am so jealous.
GAAH.

and i'd like to congratulate Mr. Wong Yu-Jun.
who has the guts to venture where no 14 year old boy has ventured before.
i want details yu-jun D:<

-weiann

suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such perfect grace
suddenly my life dosn't seem such a waste
it all revolves around you

#edit#

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA TAI SUYEEEEE :D
see you this friday. i shall take the oppourtunity to steal some super sweat ;D

I've got troubled thoughts
and a self esteem to match

-what a catch, donnie.
fall out boy
aka
my new favriote song :)

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the holidays are finally here. but that only means more time to study for the exam.
Yu-jun's party is on the comming tuesday, shihern,kian,zoe and angel are going too!

birthday parties ._.

going to sylvia's in about an hour for the movie marathon :)
whoohooo
estee's trials are finally over.
we shall party like rock stars.

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hm. im confused. do magnets grow stronger over time?
guess i'll have to wait and see.

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-weiann

They say the captain
Goes down with the ship
So, when the world ends
Will God go down with it?